{Underneath the Stars.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

8:58 PM

"Do not walk ahead of me. I may not know the way to follow.
Do not walk behind me. I may not know the way to lead.
Just walk beside me...as my Friend Forever."

- Yu Rong

4:31 PM

rain. rain. and more rain.
it's less than 24 hours to our first paper for the MYE.
please bless me.
i do believe that i am the only goon online at this crucial juncture.
here's the current line up for the upcoming MYE. my countdown to nothingness.
1)Chinese Language Paper 1 & 2
2)English Language Paper 1 & 2
3)Additional Mathematics
Social Studies
4)Chemistry (if only i had chemistry with A1s. lol)
Geog Elective
5)Mathematics
Biology
6)Physics

For the ultimate horror of semester 1
29th May 2006: Chinese O'levels. (ahh!)

so thy blog shall stay stagnant for the next 2 weeks to come. shoo mosquitoes! you are not welcome! dun breed. I don't want dengue.

cheeros.
i shld be going now.
munch more cookies.
gain more calories.
and CRY!
choy!
crappified.
somehow, i just dun feel *me* any more. haix.
oh well.
life's unfair.
nothing's perfect.
and i know i cant remain unchanged forever.
perhaps change is good.
then i think of sponge amd bob.
haha.
life goes on.
with ticking seconds.
changes everything.

and i just wanna say -
one dream, two lives and an unlikely fairy tale. beyond turned backs, silent visages and an unruffled exterior is someone close to my heart - someone like you.

cant rmb ur face, but what does that matter? you shall be un-flawed forever.(:

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

5:16 PM

uhh. yet another rainy day.
drip. drip. drip.
we're switching seats tmr!
time sure flies and if my memory doesnt fail me, i've sat with wanyin for nearly 4 whole months. 4 fun-filled and memorable months.
haha. sponge. this is the dedication i've owed you for quite some time.
having been allocated to sit with sponge has certainly made lessons more wholesome and enjoyable.
haha. especially today. lol.
prop-1-ene. that's so cool. believe it or not? miss pok wan yin's name can actually be written and pronounced in the form of an alkene's structural formula! lol. the 2 alternate chemistry periods today were certainly the most amusing lessons i've ever had. miss sim rocks!(: though organic chem is seriously nerve-wrecking and mind-blowing, it's one of the few, rare topics that can really get the lesson going! wow, it's great to know that carbon and hydrogen have such awesome prowess! haha. well, at least i didnt drift off to dreamland. i've finally experienced the NEED to FOCUS, to EXCEL and suddenly, I realise that i've gone horrendrously out of point!

OKOK! back to the dedication! my apologies, sponge. tmr's our last day as partners. ok, this sounds seriously weird - as though we're gonna depart from this world. CHOY! i haf great ambitions for the future. lol. and that applies to you too! yay! and we shall rock the mye and go vj together. haha. i know it's a nice statement but it's gonna take more than just words to make it come true. hard work. sheer hard work.

and to my partner-to-be:
PLS pardon me if i happen to annoy/distract you in one way or another in time to come. I am a pest by nature. the only difference that sets me apart from my fellow cockroaches and mosquitoes is that baygon doesnt kill me with one spray of its can. haha. but i'll shut up. promise! ((:

any last words? for the geek in the pink, sponge - one half of squarepants.
ROCK ON!
PRESS ON!
change is good. but too much change kills. be sponge, be you! (:

Monday, April 17, 2006

3:01 PM

haha! it's been more than a month since my latest post. the day that i had long awaited for finally came last week. yupp...internet access! and that wait seemed like eternity. but i guess it was worthwhile. and now that i've finally got what i want, i dun exactly know where to start. but here goes...

sch's still the same boring old school. living life according to a timetable sucks. we need something more unpredictable. haha...all right, exams. :/ im not exactly a very big fan of those though. lol. the preliminary orals commence tomorrow. hmm...and do i have the gift of the gab? ahha, maybe the gab for talking crap! im the ultimate distraction for my dear partner...not that i do weird things or what. haha. i just happen to talk too much. (: perhaps my retribution nears. come wednesday, the day when we officially swap seats for the term. ahh. and after telling mdm. faridah that i wanted very much to sit alone, i really wished i hadnt said that. WHY? i just hope she puts me with someone nice. pretty please.

then there was the meet the parents' session last thursday evening. wow.
VJC.
art stream - 6 points.
science stream - 5 points.
what im supposes to get - 13.2 points from a psle aggregate of 244.
what im getting - nowhere near the above statistics. trust me, u wun want to noe. (:

it's just like what my mum says.
"keet ah...how can you possibly advance from a current $5000 to $1.8 million?"
in my dreams? maybe.
winning toto or 4D? that's 1 out of 10 000 chances. credit to mrs. chia for her excellent coverage on perm and comb.
hard work. most likely. 1% determination and 99% perspiration. somehow, my dad always hits the bull's eye.
heehee...an L1R5 of 4 points? YES! Maybe. we'll see.
FAITH. PASSION. TRUST.
that's what i need.
and what you told me.
thanks anyway.
your words will certainly go a long way.