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June 29: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! <3
i know i've disappointed you many a times
but no matter what, i'll try my best to make a positive change.
to make you proud
and pick up the pieces that once held the old me together.
to start, i hope i can get a B for G.P.
and as dumb as this sounds,
i really couldn't differentiate the usage of "wake" and "funeral"
but it's better late than never, right?
im still learning.
let's enjoy our happiness while it lasts.
haha. good things are short-lived.
midyear common tests were screwed.
and i realised that i can be really blind.
i was still wondering why none of the options in the second part of the chem MCQ made sense. so at the last minute, i decided to shade the lozenge wif the most ironic answer (based on the qn about 2 hyrdogen nuclides) - 2) they have different charges and 3) they deflect in the same direction in the plasma.
so after the papers were collected, i continued to stare at that question and i finally saw the light. it was 2He and 3H and not 2H and 3H. -.-"
but the past shouldn't be raked up. instead, let's all rake up a PASS. ahh.
and it's way easier said than done.
JIAYOU!!!
Saturday, June 23, 2007
ok just in case u wanna know how's my mugging coming along, i just wanna say it's official. im cremated and that's that.
gosh. i dun even know the fundamentals of economics. like how screwd am i?
haha. pok's in the same boat as me. haha. and we are probably gonna make history as the second titanic to go down. and man, does pessimism have a new name. not forgetting failure as well.
today was...how i should i phrase it. Eventful? Yeah. Things happened...unexpected things.
Met up with some of the ex guides at somerset then we headed down to 'scape park to render support for the guides and their booth. after hanging around for a while, we went down to cine for lunch. tasted the worst of chendo and ice-kachang but that's not the point. haha. i guess it's my face or something. yeah, it's definitely my face and the quirky expression i always give people. first i showed that to marcus when the bunch of us unexpectedly bumped into him, his bro and quincy at the food court. now there's alternative use for botox, for me at least. -.-"
and i cut my hair twice - in a matter of 2 days. yeah, and any sane person would probably be wondering...are you like bald now or something? haha. ok. just wanted to spot a different hairstyle (if you call that one) for a change. maybe when sch re-opens, people will ask...so now you're a mushroom with a stalk. haha. just call me a tomato. suits the face shape, plus, the "stalk". and maybe because of that "stalk", I go stalked. ok. yeah, that fellow's blind. if i had tried to be funny, i would have asked him, where did your eyes go man? but anyway, that's not the point coz he had me freaked. real bad. initially i was still happily listening to my mp3 and of course, wondering why that bugger behind me was always keeping such a not-so-close distance behind. yeah, but the pavement's common property right? so i didn think too much about it (especially because people always say i think too much. i.e. econs - under and overproduction. but let's not rub that in for now.) haha. but i was thinking whether to pick up or slow down pace. but that wouldn't have made much of a diff. coz he caught up with me eventually - on the overhead bridge. and freak that guy, coz he cast me this really sick smile. and i was like HUH and i gave him that face. the same face i gave ms chong (and she grounded me for drills), marcus and then to him. and for the first time in my life (other than for odac expeditions), i walked till my legs nearly broke. freak that guy. and i was damn happy when i finally lost him! YAY! -.-"
some day.
oh well. add oil add oil!
haha. this applies to everyone else other than me.
coz mine isnt just the case of an empty tank.
let's see.
i have punctured tires, faulty brakes
and yeah, the list goes on.
maths is my first, last and only hope.
and guess what.
if i dun get those formulas into my thick head by wed,
all hope will be lost
and yeah, R.I.P.
cheeros.
life cant get any better than this.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
just finished watching mean girls.
and man do i feel like them.
im even beginning to talk like them.
on msn i mean. haha. and marcus had to kept asking me to chill.
what has gone over me?
oh well. but for ever plus, there's always a minus.
i guess there are some points to pick up from this movie.
other then "im voting for regina georgia because she got run over by a bus" or "im voting for cady coz she pushed her."
this part is nice.
"miss carolyn craft seriously needed to pluck her eyebrows. her outfit looked like it was picked out by some blind sunday school teacher...and that's when i realised that making fun of carolyn craft wouldn't stop her from beating me in this contest...calling someone else fat wouldn't make you any skinnier. calling someone stupid would't make you smarter. and ruining regina georgia's life didn't make me any happier. all you can do in life is to try and solve the problem in front of you."
i guess i felt more like myself after hearing her say that. i know that at times, my silence can cause worry to the people around me. i guess they're just too used to seeing me acting hyper and looney. haha. i'll be back. but before that, i ought to do what i ought to do. need to do loads of self-reflection. need to train. need to find purpose. need to find my guiding light.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
FINALLY created the pw survey on lance armstrong.
this morning, i abruptly realised that we only haf 15 more days to the DEADLINE.
minus 1 week of common test. that leaves us with about one week or so.
... ...now to see how horrible a death i will die. dunno why i remind SOME people (animal) of basketball. haha. even if i do, shouldn't it be of a deflated one? no brains jiu shi no brains.
i am officially broke. never been any worse off than this. i guess i have gone way out of control. everyone's angry with me. and they have every right to be. my (academic) life's a mess. my room's in a bigger one. i can no longer sleep or shop my troubles away. coz the repercussions will be extremely dire. we all know that. so let me just summarize my list of DIE DIE ALSO MUST DO things. here goes:
1) lose 100 grams or more so as to get out of TAF by term 3 week 2.
2) stop slacking and get going.
3) kill homework and not time.
4) MUG like there's no tomorrow.
5) slaughter some gorilla* (so the world will be a better place)
wish me luck. haha.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
I FINISHED MY CHINESE HW!
this is a miracle.
and it's exactly one month overdued.
must give special mention to zhiyan.
thanks for putting up with my horrendous chinese.
really appreciate ur guidance! (: muacks. dun puke ok?
I OWE U BIG TIME!
met a grp of j2s (HEN HEN inclusive) and HUAG at amk library.
and we were all gathered there for the same purpose - mugging.
haha. the chance encounter wif huag was kinda funny.
met her on my down to the loo.
i called out to her and when she saw me, she just plopped on the steps.
haha. loss for words. that's how small singapore is.
anyway, it was great seeing her again! GOOD OLD HUAG! :D
and we might be doing nyaa gold together. YAY! more chances to meet each other! ((: den we can relive the good old days!
haha. and now let's talk about HEN HEN!
zhiyan and her rabies. she bit my darling! and my darling wiped her hand on my shirt. haha. but anything for HEN HEN! ((:
she actually asked me for a hug! *faints*
i was over the moon! haha.
ZHIYAN!! jealous or not? lol.
and later when we were at amk hub, we met our prospective mother-in-law. okay. revealed too much info liao. hen hen will faint if she sees this. haha.
but at the end of the day, we can all arrive at one conclusion - all of us are SHOPAHOLICS!
im still the same old sucker for shopping.
zhiyan found her off shoulder and considered the purchase a steal. not too bad a buy for 18 bucks. haha. she wanted to swop the white one she bought initially for a pink one. which she did. but den we realised that it was damn translucent. so we went back to the shop to have it changed back to the original. -.-"
then we left the shop and were greeted by the sight of this lady in the same off-shoulder - in pink! -.-"
so we've all embarked on our journey as full fledged muggers.
im beginning to miss camp.
and not bathing.
and the RIVER WATER! (:
and how primitive we were.
haha.
ODAC is <3
when the skies were bluer.
i guess we were that much happier.
Monday, June 11, 2007
shall take this time to let off some steam.
im in dire straits. (thou you always catch me saying this, but this time around, it's for REAL!)
i'll be toast if i dun take action.
action against myself.
i take my hat off to geena.
i need to be driven by the driven.
and i will be from this point onwards.
in time to come, i hope to be part of this league.
i don't want to consider an alternative career option, i.e., working as a toilet cleaner at the zoo and getting closer to a particular specie of GORILLA.
as i was saying, i see no light at the end of the tunnel.
i don't see myself anywhere 2 years from now.
and that's bad news.
but we all know where our final destination lies.
but instead of moving forward, i'm doing so otherwise.
pretty bleak don't you think?
that's my current path of self destruction.
wake up cheong keet!
don't allow your dreams to remain as they are!
make them reality!
make them a part of your life.
TAKE CONTROL! EMPOWER!
CHIONG AH!
CONQUER THIS MOUNTAIN OF HOMEWORK!
AND ADD A NUMBER 4 TO YOUR LIST OF CONQUERED PEAKS!
give me a reason to continue believing.
to believe that true friendships will be able to weather any kind of storm.
to believe that true friends walk in when the whole world walks out.
how did it come to this?
change came into the picture.
but compromise never left the scene.
we can reach that.
all we need is one chance.
don't stop believing.
it's all about trust, really.
one forward thrust.
a leap of faith.
don't let 3 years of friendship slip away like that.
it's supposed to be as strong as the cedar tree.
don't you forget that.
because we didn't. and we will never come to.
and i trust that you have always stuck by that.
as we go on
we remember
all the times we've had together
as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be
friends forever
don't forget.
Friday, June 08, 2007
BON VOYAGE nigel and marcus! enjoy ur trips! (:
and BON VOYAGE to yu rong, marion, pearlyn, sining, shi han and myself.
haha. so we'll be out of civilisation once more. CAMP CHRISTINE! ((:
if only i could be granted permanent residency there. then i wun haf to come back anymore. no more homework. tests and exams...
FAT HOPE.
ahh. kuan teck told me dat i broke the record for bio! got 1/20 for the ct.
i expected that.
and i've been warned of the dire consequences.
better start bucking up.
otherwise im toast.
JUNE TRIP WAS AWESOME!!
we sure got to know each other a whole lot better.
like how disgusting we can get. (shallnt elaborate on that point. lol. but that was our liberation!)
it was damn shiok!!
haha.
and im certain there'll be a repeat of such events in e future. definitely! with chew zhiyan and me arnd! lol!
and we had a super leechy time!!
damn bloody.
what goes around comes around!
SOMEONE had karma.
kena sucked by 8 leeches at one shot (twice at the same spot)
WELL DONE ah! :D
basically, all of us got bitten at every part imaginable. u do the imagining urself. :X
shall stop here for now.
im dead beat.
shall leave things hanging in e air for once.
haha.
<3 my new blogskin
let's hope that promises will be kept
and smiles will find themselves new owners.
that's one thing i want
and probably the one thing you can give to me.
it's just good night and not goodbye.